Something is Off and I Don’t Know What

James Charles only nude has been posted to Twitter. It seems Kevin Heart has sustained severe back injuries in a serious car crash. Newsweek reports on a Florida man who genuinely believes that the United States military could poor ice into the ocean or fly airplanes around hurricane Dorian to decrease its impact. A perpetual cycle of second place in Dota Underlords must require enemy team awareness to break. Halo original controls are difficult to use, but the universal zoom and shoot is an easier control layout. Grenades never go where you want them to, and grunts never seem to die as easily as advertised. The shotgun kills in one hit. WKRN reports that Texas Republican Matt Schaefer believes prayers are the solution to mass shootings, not gun laws. Sciencemag recognizes bananas as the most important fruit for food and economic reasons, and its future is uncertain due to climate change. They die quickly if shot in the back of their triangular heads. On YouTube, an angry customer crawls through the drive through Popeyes window to assault an employee upon being given the news that they were out of their newly famous chicken sandwich. The new Joker movie is praised by critics with a fresh 89 percent on Rotten Tomatoes. Plasma swords have limited ammo. The Weather Channel app displays that there will be isolated thunderstorms tonight before midnight. It’s hard to fight the flood with a sniper rifle.

The crickets are chirping as a bumble bee hovers around a redbud in my backyard, searching for anything now that the flowers are gone. It roams about the hearts and searches tirelessly for one to claim as its own. Eventually, as if struck out of the sky by the hand of God, it falls through the air like a maple seed and meets its fate on the ground below. Flies and wasps enjoy the company of the hearts as well and seem quite unmoved by the dramatic event. In the meantime, the crickets keep on chirping. The forested island in the middle of an asphalt sea is the stage from which the birds hold their evening choir. A young chestnut grows next to the stump of its predecessor, unaware of the blight that will soon take its life. A beech stands grandly in the center of the island, unmarked by human knives as young romances burn all around it. A mosquito lands on my left arm and I take its life without thinking twice. Its corpse falls to become part of the forest floor as I continue on to observe the oaks that hide their treetops with vast lower branches and the people who have never noticed.

I learned today that people can be painfully ignorant, and stubborn. As always there is a story that makes you wonder how people can think what they think or do what they do, and a story that makes you realize that the Earth in 30 years isn’t going to be the one we know today. Watching a video of someone fighting over a chicken sandwich made me want one, and so I went to Popeyes and found that they were out of sandwiches as well. I think the video has done just as good of a job of advertising as Popeyes could have. My time outdoors in nature was more enjoyable, and I got to experience natures indifference and beauty. Many people live in my neighborhood, yet I may have been the only one who has truly gone out to enjoy the natural spaces scattered amongst the asphalt and concrete. I’m glad I chose to do it here in the place where I live than to go to a designated natural appreciation zone like a park. The media I experience today was full of chaos, but when I went outside to spend an hour alone with my thoughts, I found that I feel more at peace in natures chaos.